Be excited!

My birthday is coming up in..

19 days!

I'm going to be 15.

In April that means,

I can get my temps!

I am so excited.

I'm going to get some awesome things.

I'll be having a party.

Nothing too big.

I don't like over-sized parties.

They worry me.

I do love to have my friends over,

and be childish.

By playing little kid games outdoors.

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Unfortunately my birthday is on Monday.

I met a girl with the EXACT same birthday as me.

I don't know what time i was born but,

That's because i don't know how much my mother cares.

I have decided that i am very random and that this post,

Is pointless,

Because nobody reads any of these.

If they do I have no way of knowing.

So it seems pointless.

So goodbye Blogger,

Until I am acknowledged.

Oh, how we hate it.

The things we endure,
All that we go through.
Only to see the next day,
The same people.
What's the point?
Where's my purpose,
My reason.
Why hasn't it come?
Why hasn't it shown itself?
Where do I belong?
Oh, how we hate it.
The way things work.
How much they hurt.
The way we can't stop.
I don't like it,
Not at all.
Not one bit.
I can't find my reason,
But I can't end it.
I have many ways,
But no courage.
Be happy,
I can't but,
If you can...
Then be happy.
Oh,
...life...