Meeee :D

Be excited!

My birthday is coming up in..

19 days!

I'm going to be 15.

In April that means,

I can get my temps!

I am so excited.

I'm going to get some awesome things.

I'll be having a party.

Nothing too big.

I don't like over-sized parties.

They worry me.

I do love to have my friends over,

and be childish.

By playing little kid games outdoors.

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Unfortunately my birthday is on Monday.

I met a girl with the EXACT same birthday as me.

I don't know what time i was born but,

That's because i don't know how much my mother cares.

I have decided that i am very random and that this post,

Is pointless,

Because nobody reads any of these.

If they do I have no way of knowing.

So it seems pointless.

So goodbye Blogger,

Until I am acknowledged.

Oh, how we hate it.

The things we endure,
All that we go through.
Only to see the next day,
The same people.
What's the point?
Where's my purpose,
My reason.
Why hasn't it come?
Why hasn't it shown itself?
Where do I belong?
Oh, how we hate it.
The way things work.
How much they hurt.
The way we can't stop.
I don't like it,
Not at all.
Not one bit.
I can't find my reason,
But I can't end it.
I have many ways,
But no courage.
Be happy,
I can't but,
If you can...
Then be happy.
Oh,
...life...

I just...Don't Know.

I don't know.

I love you,

But none of this is going how i planned it.

It's not turning out right.

This isn't what I wanted.

I wanted it..but I didn't think it through.

Now I am and I don't know what to do.

I wanted it all different.

It's just all wrong.

I really don't know what to do.

A Cry For Help.

I Thought you said you'd always be there when i needed you.

You're not here.

I need you now.

I'm all alone and i can't stand this.

Remember when i told you that dream i had?

I was calling for you and you never came?

That's what it's like now.

I Need you here with me.

I have nobody.

I have nothing to help me.

I need you now.

You don't hear my cry's.

But you should know.

You're basically my sister.

And I need you more than ever.

But if you don't ever come.

I guess i'll deal with it.

I'll know you never loved me like a sister.

You just thought of me as someone to hang out with.

Someone who has and always will keep your secrets.

And someone who will do almost anything for you.

Just someone to use?

Please come back.

I need you so much right now.

I'm so alone.

Please..

What Happened On The 3rdd Of July!?!!?

I got to go to Summerfest,

you dont know what it is go to summerfest.com

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anywayy,

I got to see framing hanley and flyleaf.

It was so amazing.

Soon i will be linking videos from my youtube,

so you can see flyleaf live.

Unfortunately its not great quality because i was far away and im rele short.

but you can still hear them!

and kinda see

its blurry.

hah

but they werre both amazing.

I Couldnt get framing hanley because i couldnt even see them.

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but the concerts were amazing and i had so much fun.

So far this summer has been great, its had its ups and dowwns,

but it has been great. [ :

(4th of july was lame)

Alryyghtt!

Bye Now!

Insomnia for a night.

Tonight, I can't sleep.
I just LOVE when that happens,
I get hungry but I can just go eat,
I'll wake people up.
I can't blast music,
or clean my already-clean room,
too noisy.
I can't call anyone,
they're already sleeping.
I can't talk to anyone on facebook, myspace, or aim,
no one is online.
Then, to make everything better,
I get in trouble for being up so late.
Bot that I could help it.
I'd be asleep if I could be. I tried to sleep at midnight.
It is now 5:00 am.
Not workin so well.
I just want to sleep.
But Instead,
I must have insomnia for a night.